Trying to breathe today love. It's so hard, trying to see through my tears to write you. I miss you. None hardly talks about you anymore, maybe that's because no one really bothers with me or rhiann much. Still dont understand why you had to leave. No illness, nothing to say you were sick. Just fell asleep, suppose it was your time. Life is unfair. I dont live anymore, just exist. Pray for your safe return, but know deep in my heart that's not possible. Miss your smile, your laugh, everything about you. So sad mel. I will always remember you. Xxx ,mum